IX: Mending the Seams

 

I had fun with Adriann that night, but I knew it all had to come to an end soon. All too soon, the morning came, then afternoon. Finally, my mom insisted my return at 4:30. According to her, and I quote, “We’re invading on this lovely family’s privacy.” Sure mom, whatever. Like, I haven’t lived with you for three years and you want me to give up everything I’ve come to know and give it all back for the life I hated? Shyeah right. Like that’s gonna happen in the next millennium, much less this one. Life goes on, I guess. Where did I return to you ask? My aunt’s house.  There were millions of messages from my friends, besides Adriann. They were still pretty freaked out. They didn’t adjust as well as Adriann. I listened to and deleted them as I went, there were 10 just from my friends! The last one was from my aunt. My mom had dropped me off at my aunt’s house. I had decided I didn’t want to go back to the hotel. I would get mobbed. And, apparently, somehow, all this had leaked to the media. The place was surrounded. No way I was going there. I pressed play as I sat down in a chair next to the answering machine.

 

Hey Jessie,

Your mom called and said you didn’t want to go to the hotel. I don’t blame you! I drove by that place and you couldn’t even see the door for all the fans! Anyhow, I’ll be a little late from work and your uncle will be too. There’s some leftovers in the fridge you can heat up. I’ll be in around 7 or 8. Enjoy yourself.

 

I erased the message and flipped on the TV. When I got to the local news, I stopped. The very familiar Holiday Inn was on the screen.

“Fans have been gathering outside the local Holiday Inn since word got out that the music group, Hanson, was staying there,” the reporter voice-over said. “Apparently, the group’s 12-year-old sister, Jessica Hanson, who had been living with a relative for several years, is living here and was reunited with her family earlier in the week. Evidently, to avoid recognition, she had dyed her hair brown and changed her name.” The picture flashed to one of the most recent pictures of my brothers. I snorted and turned off the TV. I could only hope that the fans were too stupid to realize that my name would most likely be Lawyer or Hanson. My aunt and uncle were listed in the phone book. If they did, well, I won’t think about that.

I stretched and stood up. I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I really did look different. My hair was brown, but I hadn’t been able to cut it all off. I wore loads of makeup. My cheeks were bright pinkish-red from all my blush and my lips were a deep red. Eye shadow outlined my eyes darkly. I never wore my hair down or in a braid like I used to. It was always in a ponytail. Always. I pulled my hair down from the ponytail. I shook it out and looked in the mirror. I looked different. Almost as if I could be my old self. I grabbed some toilet paper from the roll and ran it lightly under some water. I wiped the thick layer of makeup off of my face. Now I really looked like I used to. I started to get an idea. I ran to my room and grabbed my wallet. I pawed through it and counted my money. I had enough. I’d better call my aunt and ask first. She said it was fine, but could I call one of my friends and ask if they could take me? She didn’t want me walking around after things got leaked. Sure, I said. I hung up and called Lucile. Adriann lived closer, but I didn’t want to call and ask her for something again. My mom would probably get mad anyhow.

“Hello, Lucile,” she answered. She had her own line.

“Hey, Luce?” I said.

“Hey Jess, what?”

“Well, I um, have an idea, but I kind of need to go to the drugstore and I was wondering if your mom could take us, cuz my aunt and uncle are at work.”

“Sure,” she said. “We’ll be there in…5 minutes. See ya then, ‘k?”

“Okay. Thanks Lucile.”

“Sure. Bye!”

“Bye!”

I hung up, got my shoes on, grabbed my money and my keys and waited by the door. I left Aunt Kate and Uncle Thomas a scribbled note by the machine, just in case. There was a way I could have left them a message on the machine, but I had no clue how. I like simplicity. Lucile rang the doorbell in precisely five minutes and we were off. Mrs. Butler dropped us off and said she’d pick us up in fifteen minutes. We ventured into the store together.

“So,” Lucile said, “just what do you need?”

“Well,” I said. “I’m going to tell you this, but you can’t tell anyone, cuz no one but my aunt knows yet. But, they will soon.”

“What?”

“I’m going to dye my hair.”

“Huh? Why?”

“Because, retard, this is not my original color.”

“It’s not?”

“No.” I rolled my eyes. “Did I not tell you guys that? I mean, come on, my entire family except for my dad is blond, what are the chances of me having brown hair?” She shrugged.

“You could.” I laughed.

 

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She was quiet while I browsed through the different brands and colors. Finally, I picked one out that looked pretty much exactly like mine had before I dyed it. We paid and ran outside to Mrs. Butler’s waiting car.

“Hello girls,” she said pleasantly.

“Hello,” we chorused.

“Mom,” Lucile said after a second, “can I spend a few hours at Jessie’s house?”

“Well, I don’t’ see why not as long as her aunt and uncle approve.” My story had spread like wildfire through the neighborhood.

“It’s fine, Mrs. Butler,” I assured her. “My aunt and uncle are working late, they won’t mind.”

“Sure then,” she said. A few minutes later, she pulled into my driveway.

“Thanks!” we yelled as she pulled away. I let us in with my key and trashed my note.

 We went straight to the bathroom. I pulled out the kit and read the instructions. In a few minutes, my hair had returned to a light blond.

“So,” I said, turning to Lucile, “what do you think?” She just stared at me for a second, squinting her eyes.

“Well, you look different, that’s for sure.” I put my hands on my hips and gave her a friendly glare.

“Okay, okay,” she said, smiling. “You look great. But I can’t tell you if you look like you used to, cuz I never saw you with blond hair before,” she said bluntly.

“True, very true.” She followed me to the living room where I pulled out some photo albums and showed her pictures. Pictures of me alone, me with my family, me with my brothers, me with my sister. After we had looked through every one, she turned to look at me.

“Ya know what, Jessica?” I shook my head.

“You look exactly the same,” she said, a radiant look on her face.

“Thanks,” I said, beaming.

“Well,” she said, pulling herself off of the ground, “I better get going, it’s been a few hours.”

“Okay,” I said and said goodbye. I locked the door behind her and out away the photo albums. I collapsed on the couch and sighed. I was tired.

Brriing! Brriing! The phone brought me out of my reverie.

“Hello?”

“Jessica? It’s Aunt Kate. Have you eaten yet?”

“Nope, Lucile came over to help me with my hair. She just left.”

“Okay, good. Your mother just called me and she wants us to meet for dinner. So be ready when I get home, okay? I’ll be leaving in about ten minutes.”

“Okay,” I said, my voice getting excited. I was going to see my family! They would be so surprised.

“By the way,” Aunt Kate said,  “how did the hair turn out?”

“Absolutely perfect! I showed Lucile some pictures, and she said it was perfect!”

“Great, well, be ready!”

“Okay.”

Click.

I got ready and was waiting by the door when she showed up. I noticed before she was all the way in the driveway that there were some more people in the car. It was Zac and Avery. I smiled to myself. Would they ever be surprised! I took a deep breath and stepped outside where they were climbing out of the car.

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